Stop This Train, and Give Me Much Food!!!

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Lyric?? [spoiler]

No I’m not color blind
I know the world is black and white

I try to keep an open mind
But I just can’t sleep on this tonight

Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again
I can’t take the speed it’s moving in
I know I can’t
But honestly, won’t someone stop this train?

Don’t know how else to say it
I don’t want to see my parents go
One generation’s length away
From fighting life out on my own

Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again
I can’t take the speed it’s moving in
I know I can’t
But honestly, won’t someone stop this train?

So scared of getting older
I’m only good at being young
So I play the numbers game
To find a way to say that life has just begun

Had a talk with my old man
Said “help me understand”
He said “turn sixty-eight”
“You’ll renegotitate”

“Don’t stop this train
Don’t for a minute change the place you’re in
And don’t think I couldn’t ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we’ll never stop this train”

Once in a while, when it’s good
It’ll feel like it should
And they’re all still around
And you’re still safe and sound
And you don’t miss a thing
Til you cry when you’re driving away in the dark
Singing
Stop this train
I want to get off
And go home again
I can’t take the speed it’s moving in
I know I can’t
Cause now I see I’ll never stop this train

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Lately,
I’ve been addicted to this song
An old song, I know..
But it kinda speaks what’s going on in my head right now

Wish I could just turn back time
or
Stop the time…

*sigh*

Owkay, enough with the mellow part ^^ here is a little update:

First,

I’m at home right now, enjoying my holiday, a full week of holiday ^^v. Sleep late, wake up late, bath late… lazying around, oh, how much I miss those things… I’ll enjoy every minute of this!!!

Second,

I stop importing notes in my facebook account from this blog. paramitopia feels kinda lonely lately, coz no one post comments here anymore ^^; They all post ’em at facebook… Besides, I feel more secure if I only share my words here, don’t have to think twice before I hit the publish button. Facebook become too crowded lately -_-; And I really really have to let these words out of my mind, or… I will lose my good sleep time…

Last, but not least,

I lose my weight a lot T__T Around 5kg less from my former weight. I guess it’s because I’ve been fasting, plus the workload in the office is sooo.. uhm.. you know. I personally can handle it, but it seems like my weight not ^^; So, in this holiday I decided to eat as much as I can!! Dear mom, please make me a very very delicious food, will ya??

And in this moment, I would like to say:

Happy Ied everyone!!!

Please forgive me for all mistakes I have done to you…
Wrong words, wrong acts, wrong thoughts
If you could, please [Shift+Del] them, kay? ^^
And let’s start anew…


Happy holiday!!!

That’s all… see ya around!! ^^

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